Fame!!!

I saw the movie Fame this weekend with moms!
It was effing great, I realized that I myself was not living my dreams.
So I put in a plan of action to pursue my wants needs and desires with no inhibitions...
So you are now looking at the newly come out of the closet...Performing Arts Major!!!!!!!
Other than that life is just that.
Nothing more nothing less.
When I get more to say I will!

Ready or not here I go...

Woke up today feeling kinda funny.
Like I went to pee like 20 times in an hour...WTF!
Anywho... I'm still in my Fugee state of mind doing my thang.
So here is my current theme song....





And I'm out!!!

Changes...

So...Today I went to church.
I actually enjoyed it and found it very refreshing.
It just spoke to me and about me in so many ways it was just amazing. The fact that must go through darkness to really appreciate the light. I now see where my darkness was and why my light is shining better than ever. So to all those that feel that they can continue to bring darkness back into my light you have another thing coming. Simply because my change is constant and I am covered in love and blessings.
May God Bless you and and your dark thoughts.

Lastly... I am me and remain so till the end of time, so while you just catching up to where you should have already been. I have been there and done that. That's why your behind me and not in front not in the literal, but in the quantum physics of things.

~Rae~

No one will...

Hello world...
I'm sitting here with the future and he looks so peaceful as he sleeps. As much as we argue and fight it all seems worth it when I wake up to him holding me close using my chest as a pillow. Or when he wakes up before me and wakes me in the most amusing and gratifying ways. See I am realizing I don't want all the bells and whistles I just want some one mellow and cheerful. That not only respects my retarded ways but tries to understand them even if he won't conform to them.
I am learning that not to many will, thus No one will.

All in all today was a good day...Lmao!
Mookie dropped a bomb on my world and Rick sorta tried to pull some bull, but all in all things were great. I mean I could elaborate but for what? Cause quite frankly there is nothing he can say to me, since he believes lying is the way to go when it comes to me. Lol... Ex's be a trip especially those who feel like now that we are separate they can tell only half the story...

Well I'm off here cuz he is placing sweet kisses on my shoulder to alert me of his displeasure with addiction to my electronics...

Blessings to all even those whom I am at ends with.
~Soul Amazing Rae~

To whom it may concern...

Well I'mma put some things out there for the world to see.
First and foremost I am no groupie so I keeps it moving, so for there to be shots in the dark taken about the past it is not welcomed at all. Also the hostility towards me isn't even necessary cuz, Honey, I am over it. So just come to terms that since we... no you can't be cordial then just sever ties and let life...Live.

Soo on that note I will continue to bump my Cudi tunes and smile, cuz I am happy at the mercy of my own hands.

Damn... For real I guess

So it seems you can't even be nice to people these days like wtf!
All I did was ask genuinely how you doing only to get a barrage of cuss words from out of your mouth, and to think I walked out of football lessons from the hubby to at least show I care...Hmm.
Well anywho today was a bomb ass good day. No drama just love and peace...and some more love!
School is going well and plans are falling into place everything is great.
Wat else is there to say?!?!?

Today was madd cool

Not much to say had fun today!
Di and I had a cool ass day. Its the first I had in a long time.
Oh and shouts out to Mrs. Aj Ray... Lmao! You had me rolling thru the VMA's wish we didn't interact on such awkward terms but you a cool chick all in all!

Lastly Zo and I are back in the relationship game hope it goes well!

Welp good morn and I will holla when I get to class!

no essay...

So yesterday I just posted past poems in place of new word feelings.
On the inside I'm just not well.... Sadness engulfs but my joy should be back soon...