He excites cerebral orgasms with mere conversation. With the thought of his touch, my heart quickens to a pace to rival an olympic sprinter. Never have I felt a love this strong... Its make my ancestors weep for joy and elation to the fact that true love still exists. Its crazy cuz at any given moment he could snatch my last breath with a kiss. No words could truly express how great his love is! His life energy could command the greatest of Armies. I love this great man simply because all of his greatness comes the struggle and strife that polished him into the great man he is and not the material wealth the world has presented him with...
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Man...

So I'm sitting here taking a lovely release due to the detox regimen I'm on. All the while a mix of Tupac and Biggie play to keep my mind form being bored. I'm thinking about this whole love thing between the Navy man and I. I just wish he wasn't so far away, but I keep reminding myself that there is something greater between us and that thought alone is enough to keep me going... I love him soo damned much it fucking hurts. I swear I haven't felt this way since Aljamor. Like real talk yall might just see his name literally across my heart very soon. Like shit he got me! Even if we aren't together I won't even regret that mark.

Well Imma finish this later cuz I'm being summoned.

Holla

Rae

Love and things like it... The man I got a second chance with.

Ok I know its been a bold lil minute since I have updated my blog, but there is good reason. Unlike my last blog there is only one man and I feel this is it. Everyone has been let go, hell even Rick can't even set his eyes to look this way. Simply because this man has given me more than any mas has or will.

So yes I finally got a good guy no frills no bangs just a good and good looking man. Lol! He brings me out of the slump the last major bf put me in and give me the structure I need not only in a relationship but in life. I have loved him for awhile but so much was in the way. Now that the air is clear, I think I have been blessed with a man I would actually marry.

Well other than that I have been busting my buns to save as well as get a job. If all goes well with Eastern Michigan I hope to be there as well. Lol! Man I got big moves and they need to be done no more comfort days now its time to step out and be a true independent woman. I have let all the baggage go! Now its time to love, live and get shit done!
Till next time...
*Rae*
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I wasn't done but ok...

Well yea after that my buns traipsed off to school. Then I took my as home while talking to Mr. Sexy. I get home only to still be talking to him like wtf you got a girl and trying to wife my hefty sexy ass... Hmmm well I will hit yall back after this day is over to inform yall on the goings on of today.
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Cuz he like her....

So I been sick and busy with the whole school so I haven't been on the blog lately.

So lemme see what I can remember.... Ok well on monday I stayed my ass at home. On tuesday my two home gurls and I went to jazz and open mic night at Niki's Lounge... Which led to me getting tipsy enough to gain the courage to sing.... *oh lawd!* Which turned out well and I mean really well. So what I don't remember the words I still remember the good parts... Lol!

After we left there we had to crash at my house...cuz it was like 4 and we negroes had class. Lol! Then on wends I went to class and came home. I thought I was going to just chill since I had to go to class on thurs.... NOT! I somehow ended up at Motorcity Casino and at a new character to my life Mr. Sexy's house and still ain't get home till 4 on that day. Somehow I got up on time for class on thurs but was still late cuz my ass is just slow as hell. But... I did get there on time for me to take my math test and talk to the teacher. * I got a 90 on the test by the way. Yay me!* After I left math I went to the movies to see The Crazies... That movie made my damn nerves bad and was on edge the whole rest of the day. Then I called my self going with Keen the Bean to Walmart which in turn made me late for class cuz of this pregnant Arabic lady didn't know English or the pin number to her bridge card. I was mad at first then I thought about how she may feel... I mean the cashier was some ignorant ass chick and didn't even try to help her the right way. Its a shame I can't get a job but they give jobs to those that aiint shit as people.
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Spill my soul

Man so much has happened yet again. Me and my Chocolate Redemption are no longer an item but that's not what hurts the most. Its the fact he was my nigga and now we act like we don't even know each other. Funniest thing of it all is the fact that I'm not even sick over the situation... Hell I'm just like I can get another man no problem. I just don't want one right now! I mean school and other such activities can now keep me occupied instead of being laid up with a dude.

On to the next topic.... Today is the day I start back on my gym shyt cuz this summer is the summer of sexy. I got madd things in store for this year. I mean I'm 21 and I get to enjoy all types of new things and new places! Outside of the previous all is well in my world... So imma let that marinate and be out! Lol!

*Rae*
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R.I.P Deva Rae

I am trying so hard to not be hurt about the fact my mother had let another one of my animal go in the book of death. Except this time it broke something in me. It finally made me realize that everything that I have ever loved has been killed, down talked or taken away from me by her. I want so badly to come home and see my Deva or Neno there to greet me as I have grown accustomed to, but I see that will never happen nor will I have peace of mind with her in the house with me. As much as I am afraid of being alone because of the past break ins I am even more afraid of what may happen to if I continue to stay there in that house with her.

Why did it have to happen like this?

Day ! black history month

Well its the first day of our Black History month... Let us not go with the typical Black History figures lets embrace some new old faces and even some new faces. Even though there is so much to be ashamed of in the black community there is also a lotto be proud of.

So people lets celebrate the lives that were truly overlooked as well as those that will soon make history.

~Rae~