Damn really?

So like I said it was to good to be true. My chocolate redemption is nothing but a mere fantasy. I guess he was a reminder of sorts that I can still feel feelings of love or those like it. Although I'm taking an L on him being in my future, I am winning because its just another situation the keeps me even more grounded and commited to the betterment of myself.

So other than that my day went well and I pushed myself extra hard in the gym. Its like the pain and tight feeling is a welcomed one in comparison to the pain I been feeling from my past and from my family. Hmmm what to do?

~Rae~
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