Buckle down love thoughts

So I have like for projects due for my classes and I haven't started nan one. I have also been a lil lax on my gym thing but its going to be back on track simply cuz I need it to ease the b.s. In my world... Not to mention I gotta pay for it ! Lol!

So yesterday was a decent ass day outside of the usual I bottle up in my spirit. I saw the color on the leaves and it made me smile just out of the blue. I think that's a good sign. I just need to get out of this painful solitude cuz even in a room full of people I still feel cold and alone. Sadly all that does is make me grab on to a man at random and settle cuz the pretending to have some one with u in your darkness is better than knowing there is no one there.

Damn bring back those happy blog times cuz this shyt here is showing how much I need to reach out for help. I just can't do it cuz I feel like I will lose so much.

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