I swear the doctors from when I was younger were right!
I'm... Bipolar!!!
Like really!??!?!
Yesterday I felt like shyt the whole day for no damn reason. Just all types of mad and ready to sabotage a nigga's new found life, just cuz I could. Then I got like dangerously mad over something I typically don't even get mad about. I cussed out like three dudes that maybe didn't deserve being cussed out, then again maybe they will think twice before asking about sex, money, or baked goods...Lmao!
Honestly I don't know what the deal is like one day I feel my world is out of control, then the next day I'm on top of it. It kinda scares me, but not as much as being in a hospital again or being on meds. You know whats funny though? So many people feel some kinda way about people with emotion disorders or depression issues, but if they knew how many people actually suffered from it they would think twice about calling some one out on their craziness. Now don't get me wrong its not an excuse for people to go out and just be a total danger, but it does offer some sort of insight on why you may see someone close to you going through the changes they are going through.
Depression and emotional disorders are, in my opinion, are worse than cancer or A.I.D.S. Now hear me out before folks go on a rant. I say this because with ailments like that it affects you physically and at times mentally, but you can over come it especially if you are mentally sound and have support. As well as many times it can be cured or well under control and you live a normal life. With depression and emotional disorders you entire life evolves around it, you have to wonder everyday, if your on meds, will you have wacky side effects and how will you feel. If your not on meds you have to wonder, hope, and pray that nothing pops up in your world to trigger you to snap. It also puts a major damper on relationships because people aren't always understanding of the fact that you may not have control of certain things going on with you. Also it makes everyday things just a lil harder cuz your mind is what controls everything in your body so if you mind is having technical difficulties so the hell is the rest of you... So keep that in mind for the next time you see a random person going through it or one of those damned medicine commercials.
As Always its been real and I am now off to bed.
Thee PsYcHo Rae
^^^^
*Not really psycho, but some one dear to me gave me the nickname and it stuck...Lol!*
I'm... Bipolar!!!
Like really!??!?!
Yesterday I felt like shyt the whole day for no damn reason. Just all types of mad and ready to sabotage a nigga's new found life, just cuz I could. Then I got like dangerously mad over something I typically don't even get mad about. I cussed out like three dudes that maybe didn't deserve being cussed out, then again maybe they will think twice before asking about sex, money, or baked goods...Lmao!
Honestly I don't know what the deal is like one day I feel my world is out of control, then the next day I'm on top of it. It kinda scares me, but not as much as being in a hospital again or being on meds. You know whats funny though? So many people feel some kinda way about people with emotion disorders or depression issues, but if they knew how many people actually suffered from it they would think twice about calling some one out on their craziness. Now don't get me wrong its not an excuse for people to go out and just be a total danger, but it does offer some sort of insight on why you may see someone close to you going through the changes they are going through.
Depression and emotional disorders are, in my opinion, are worse than cancer or A.I.D.S. Now hear me out before folks go on a rant. I say this because with ailments like that it affects you physically and at times mentally, but you can over come it especially if you are mentally sound and have support. As well as many times it can be cured or well under control and you live a normal life. With depression and emotional disorders you entire life evolves around it, you have to wonder everyday, if your on meds, will you have wacky side effects and how will you feel. If your not on meds you have to wonder, hope, and pray that nothing pops up in your world to trigger you to snap. It also puts a major damper on relationships because people aren't always understanding of the fact that you may not have control of certain things going on with you. Also it makes everyday things just a lil harder cuz your mind is what controls everything in your body so if you mind is having technical difficulties so the hell is the rest of you... So keep that in mind for the next time you see a random person going through it or one of those damned medicine commercials.
As Always its been real and I am now off to bed.
Thee PsYcHo Rae
^^^^
*Not really psycho, but some one dear to me gave me the nickname and it stuck...Lol!*
2 Speak Yo mind's I might listen...:
psycho rae???
i like the nickname.
hehehe..
Haaa thanks!
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