The State of the Mind Address

I know there is nothing better than realizing that you can do nothing but be yourself.
No!
I am no glamour diva, no trapstar queen, nor am I the woman who needs to have & rule everything.
I am beauty in my best beholding, love in the beginning stages, and a person that can make mistakes admit them and go on.
I am one that has learned that apologies need not be wasted on the ones you feel hold, no shame cuz there is always 2 wrongs in the life and game...


To those you cherish follow your heart...
Not your friends and family's feelings cuz they simply don't feel for you.
Love cuz you wanna love and how you wanna love them cuz when they're gone there is no one to ease the pain you have of of a true love lost... friends and lovers alike.
Look back at the past and see your mistakes and learn from them cuz doing it again is emotional suicide...

I wish I had paid this advice attention before I lost sooo many that I love to another persons opinion. Thank God they still love me and accept me flaws and all, they are with me through this growing process and not out to get anything more than a better lover, friend, and family member. To those I let go of or let go of me... Maybe the love will come around but right now only a fool would let it manifest into what it once was.

~Rae~