Love is more than just an emotion, its a way of life.
Lately I feel like I just haven't been living.
There are so many emotions that are swimming and floating through my my mind; leading a train wreck to my heart.
I hate that I am stuck in this tango of love and I'm not the lead.
The countless nights of tears after a day of pretending all is well, is beyond draining.
It has taken a complete toll on me that I can't even expect one to try to go through.
My world seems off kilter as though I am missing a major part of me.
Not to mention there are so many issues as of my past that I haven't dealt with that are making this world of mine spin backwards.
So hopefully soon I can find an outlet or a soulution to this Love Jones get back to my warm and cozy nights of sleep and the distant memory of fistfuls of tears...
~Rae~
*A lil reminder of a happy memory in LOVE...*
Lately I feel like I just haven't been living.
There are so many emotions that are swimming and floating through my my mind; leading a train wreck to my heart.
I hate that I am stuck in this tango of love and I'm not the lead.
The countless nights of tears after a day of pretending all is well, is beyond draining.
It has taken a complete toll on me that I can't even expect one to try to go through.
My world seems off kilter as though I am missing a major part of me.
Not to mention there are so many issues as of my past that I haven't dealt with that are making this world of mine spin backwards.
So hopefully soon I can find an outlet or a soulution to this Love Jones get back to my warm and cozy nights of sleep and the distant memory of fistfuls of tears...
~Rae~
*A lil reminder of a happy memory in LOVE...*
1 Speak Yo mind's I might listen...:
"I just haven't been living ..."
Now, that's an interesting comment!
You feel you haven't been living?
What the hell have you been doing then?
What actually is 'living'?
Do we really maximise our time on this earth?
Do we enjoy all there is to offer and enjoy all that we have?
Or do we sit around bitching about what we don't have!
I guess we're all guilty of wasting time.
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