As soon as I post how I feel about this man for the whole world to see. My heart is trampled and the fact I left this space open and vunerable... to him, his crew, and his family fucks me up.
Yes I refer to that "A" Girl as a bitch... So what! At the end of the day I see that no matter how much you think you know someone they truly never are who you think they are. I mean I opened up soooo much to him. He was the first man I encountered since I was attacked. I truly loved him but for him to lie and say certain things and time again me find out those lies... makes me wanna make his life hell.
I'm not going to do that, but I am going to walk out of this here situation as though this never happened and bury this pain here deep inside to serve as a lesson to be a lil tougher next time.
~*~I will never lose my divinity for a man, but I will gain higher power and knowledge with a true king by my side.~*~
SoulAmazing Rae
Yes I refer to that "A" Girl as a bitch... So what! At the end of the day I see that no matter how much you think you know someone they truly never are who you think they are. I mean I opened up soooo much to him. He was the first man I encountered since I was attacked. I truly loved him but for him to lie and say certain things and time again me find out those lies... makes me wanna make his life hell.
I'm not going to do that, but I am going to walk out of this here situation as though this never happened and bury this pain here deep inside to serve as a lesson to be a lil tougher next time.
~*~I will never lose my divinity for a man, but I will gain higher power and knowledge with a true king by my side.~*~
SoulAmazing Rae
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