All smiles

Yesterday/Last night was amazing! I went out with my Cool Crew ( Dawny and Keeny). We hit up Cliffs Bells , a lil poetry spot downtown and had a ball! Hell I even got to spit one of my poems! Not to mention a chick was sipping nicely! Man the love I felt on that stage and the feelings I felt from that music brought me back to the place of peace I hadn't been in a loooooooonnnnnnngggggg time. I mean as I'm sitting there chilling my mind starts to think like would I even have been able to do this a year ago... Let alone would I even have the mind set I have now, a year ago. Hmmm hell no! There are so many things that were heavy on my mind and heart at that time, as well as the fact I clung on to the wrong people for the wrong things. Hell I wanted so badly to stay mad at Rick but after the truths I spilled to her and the thinking I did soon after... I came to realize knowing him was a learning experience. Do I feel he used me? Yes, not like Paris tried to but... Yes. See in my mind this shyt is a cycle... He and I had our time and now its time for us to go on. I feel as though I walked away from sooo many things this past year that made me soo much stronger. I'm glad I'm without him cuz now I know how to love just a lil bit smarter. To the woman after me I hope you get hip to the game cuz its same script different cast. Loving someone has a price that many aren't willing to pay. Some men and women prey on the fact that people some times need people. So all in all a few drinks and a change in atmosphere can uncloud judgment and truly give new insight to ones life.

*Peace, Love & Wisdom shall prevail. I am a work in progress and some are a work in thought...*

*Rae*
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