Man...

So I'm sitting here taking a lovely release due to the detox regimen I'm on. All the while a mix of Tupac and Biggie play to keep my mind form being bored. I'm thinking about this whole love thing between the Navy man and I. I just wish he wasn't so far away, but I keep reminding myself that there is something greater between us and that thought alone is enough to keep me going... I love him soo damned much it fucking hurts. I swear I haven't felt this way since Aljamor. Like real talk yall might just see his name literally across my heart very soon. Like shit he got me! Even if we aren't together I won't even regret that mark.

Well Imma finish this later cuz I'm being summoned.

Holla

Rae