At my best and my worst I am still me...

Well these past few days have been hell! None the less...I am still me at the end of the day learning lessons from my mistakes. It takes a whole lot out of me to apologize to people, but I will do it simply because thats only the right things to do.

So here goes...
To Rick and T.y. I apologize for being a huge asshole to yall about things, ya'll simply are my faves!
To Rick's friend who's name I honestly don't know (azidula?) I apologize for being a bitch and I don't know you... nothing more nothing less :-)
To myself for not living up to my own divine expectations!
Lastly I apologize on the behalf of the individuals that strive to be nothing more than what they are now...Nothing!
If there is no words here don't take it personal cuz I simply don't feel I owe you an apology!

Now that I have gotten that out the way...I can begin with me.

I am still Soul Amazing Rae, still spoiled, and headstrong.
Going through some of the things that have been going on only has made me more aware of those I call friends and family. There is no way around the fact that some people are just what they are. That in turn makes me strive to be more than just that bitch...I want to be Thee Bitch that carries herself , all she believes and loves on her shoulders without even breaking a sweat.
Now don't get me wrong I am not perfect, never claimed to be, but I strive to be like no other.
Anywho I am being summoned I shall call this blog straight to the point type thing right now...Lol!!

~Ellez~