brain fart

Man so much is going on right now, I can't even grasp it firmly.
Like really school was a fucking flop for this semester and I can't even say its not my fault, cuz it is. My relationship is in disarray, and low key the more he gives me attitude the further he pushes me away. Like honestly the whole relationship thing with anyone right now is a sour ass taste to my life. I have come to the realization that I do love him just not in the way or at the time he wants me to. I know that sounds extremely selfish but why do I have to continue to make my self unhappy to keep someone else happy. When I suggested we take time to focus on self and whats needed he decides to not like that. Like dude who gets mad cuz you wanna focus on whats important. There our things in my life that I need to figure out and work out alone...PERIOD!

Anywhooo....

Now I'm trying to figure out how the hell I'm going to make school happen for me again next semester. What am i going to pursue and am I going to continue with the psychology tip. Hell what am I to do???!?!?!?!