New Direction

As I'm sitting here listening to a mix of Vivian Green and Jay Electronica, I come to the realization that I need to take my blog in a different direction. So from now on I will telling about my journey towards being a healthier person not just physically but mentally, spiritually, and emotionally as well. So from now on I will be gearing this blog towards the happier sid of life.

Well be blessed all, and I look forward to bringing ya'll good info.

Bust the eyeballs out yo face!!!! GRRRR

Ok...
so my black ass has been procrastinating on the blog writing lately.
As well as other things...
See as of lately I have been going in such a motion that resembles an atom. It's like my life has been a fucking whirlwind or so to speak. I mean... can I be real with ya'll? See I have recently reaquired this wonderful type dude, but I still want the old one to do well and burn in hell at the same time. I dunno why, but I do. Its not so much as me being jealous or just anything its so much as me being mad about wasted love and affection as well as my uncanny in ability to let muhfucks go. Its almost like my life was inundated with him or so to speak. Anyways I am going through thie evil ass urge to like do him physical harm just cuz. I kno evil side... right?
I won't though cuz with anything time heals all wounds and such.

Like I truly wish he would just go disappear some where so the fact that I know he is still breathing won't annoy me. Anyways... Now I'm sitting here being evil til Lonzo gets here cuz he and I need to majorly talk. Honestly sometimes I wonder why I didn't just stay with him in the first place. Then all the confliction I'm going through would have never happened. Well thats all for now folks.
Peace!
Evil Ellez

Back from the Chi!

First and foremost niggas ain't shit, but Alonzo is!!! Ha ha No really!
Well as of lately I have been in Chicago straight clowning!!! KNOW THAT!!!
Lmao!
I truly have been enjoying my whole little vacation, until I came home. I mean its sad I feel the way I do towards this person, but I do. Honestly I feel a bit played but I will get over it. Just know that you got me this time Rick a lesson learned!
Anywho... back to Lonzo! Nite!

Sleepy

So I'm blogging drunken with sleep, but other wise almost content.
i say almost because I had to go through hell and back to get my own damn ipod back only to end up being cussed out for wanting my own shyt! (People these days are a trip!)
Then I gets my baby purp (ipod) back only for my damn phone to just up and stop working ... Dude wtf!
Overall today was a good day give or take a few lil mishaps.
Still on the count down till I go to Chi- Town !

Anywho off to sleep before I head off to this job thingy!
Laterz!

Ellez

Im leaving on the mid morn train to Chi town!!!

YAY!!!!
Its official I'm going to Chicago next weekend!!!!

I am so excited...Like beyond excited!
Okay nuff said. I'll holla!

Peanut Butter Cookies and Chicago Style pizza

Well I'm on a break from being Betty Crocker...Literally!
Now I'm just up trying to pull together my trip to Chicago, hoping all that is needed is going to be done with no hassle. As well as getting ready for school Aug 24 is soon approaching ya know?
There hasn't been much on my minde except for the trip and taking some time to have a me day...or weekend. This should be mad fun ya know!
Well my chocolate peanut butter brownies are done and hopefully I get my vaca wish!

~*~Ellez~*~

Soooo I hate/love Detroit and the people in it...

As Im sitting here jamming to Sade... I realize that I had a set of goals around this time, that I truly wanted to accomplish. Sadly most of them were never accomplished at all.

Well here is the list yet again with some revisions...

1. Go to school for a semester or two, so I can transfer to a school out of state.
2. Get a job doing something i want to do.
3.Focus more on the important and stop getting distracted.
4. Succeed at all that I do.

Hopefully, I can stick with the plan.!

Disappearing acts

I'm so ready to leave this here place I'm in.
I feel like this life I'm living is not where I want to be.
I truly don't see myself where I am right now.
Often times I wish I could just do a disappearing act and somehow be gone.